To Hold A Broken Heart In The Palm Of Your Hands: You Will Need Compassion To Carry It With You, Mercy To Repair The Pieces, Patience To Put It Back Together Again & Prayer To Give It New Life, New Hope & A New Beginning.
Everyone has their own faults, shortcomings, imperfections and insecures. Love endures all in wisdom and knowledge.
How do I explain the need to be one with you; When the only oneness he know is being married, getting along and feeling good together. I need an oneness that doesn’t normally exist between two people. But I can’t ask something that you don’t believe that a man can do: Be honest, hold no secrets, be faithful, and always tell me the truth and don’t hurt me anymore. Be someone that I can trust, need, care for and know that I’m cared for. Love me pass your selfishness, pride, hardness and insecurity. Love me pass your ego, hurtful past and single man’s ways that comfort you. Be one with me in mind, body, spirit, soul, in heart, emotions and in life. Being one every day and everyday should be filled with loving me. I can’t ask something of you that you have never known… Oneness in love.
I know my boat don’t always float and when it does, it only floats to the left. Some days my elevator goes halfway up and shifts to the right. Every cup I have, has a hole in it and most of them have been glued back together. I fall short, drift backward when I’m trying to go forward and I miss the point a lot. My ducks don’t know what a straight row is and I never know when to fly south. But, Lord you keep me close to your heart. Sometimes I’m blind even though I see and I’m deaf while hearing out of both ears. I don’t make sense most of the time to no one but myself. I don’t understand the simple things of life and love and I stumble over stuff that I knew was in the way. I often find myself swimming in the same shark-infested waters looking for the same things. But Lord, you are still there for me and you never forsake me. I get lost with perfect directions and I even get lost going to places I’ve been before. I lose what I’ve never had and I claim things that were never mine. I hardly every get anything right and most days I expect the worst and other days I have to laugh at myself for the way my mind works. I don’t know what you’re going to do with me Lord, but thank you Lord for loving me in spite of myself.
Thank you, Lord Jesus for loving me anyway