Wisdom Notes-28


I love you means I like you alot. I miss you means I miss something you do. I need you means I need sex. Your the one means your the one right now. I trust you means I trust as far as I can see. Don’t go means stay until I don’t need you. You hurt my feelings means nothing.

Youthful Spirit

Youthful Spirit: Ages between 12 and 25: young, naïve, stubborn, ignorant, selfish, wild, carefree, untamed, untaught, won’t listen, can’t hear (music bumping too loud-deaf in the future to come), followers, easy to manipulate, easy to detour, angry, hungry all the time, curious, lazy.

From My Heart: There is time in a person’s life where the choices they make affect the rest of their lives. When a youthful spirit is upon a young man or lady, they listen but cannot hear wisdom. They are blinded by freedom, fun, pier-pressure, attitudes, raging hormones and stubbornness. A time when secrets are being formed; lesson learned from friends and enemies; wants outweigh needs and latest trend is the most important thing in the word. It’s hardest for those that were not taught, train or lead; hardest for those that were not saved or taught the word of God between the ages of 7 through 14.

Mistakes are waiting to exist in their lives; the TRAPS are set just for you: Older Men and Women are waiting to take their virginity. The legal system is waiting to stamp you with a label- Felony. Money is waiting to ruin their credit and future. The Clinics are waiting run test and announce your life threaten results. The world of employment is waiting to tell you that you don’t have any experience and education is not enough. Other employers are waiting to give you the lowest wage possible regardless of your education.

The Love Game is waiting to alter your hearts, destroy the preciousness that God intended for you to share; their waiting to stain your belief in love and you will never be the same; their wanting to make you cry and hurt so you can’t love again; they are ready to enjoy your innocence and take advantage of you being naïve; They are waiting to introduce you to drugs, alcohol, perverted sex, emotional and physical abuse; the welfare and child support office is wanting to put you in their system to be labeled “just another statistic”. But the good news is God is waiting to carry you through it all.


There are a few things that create Soul-Ties: Sex, Sin, NeverBefore-Love, First Times, & Prayer. It’s the moment when sex becomes a function of your heart. It’s when, the only connection or communication you have with each other is sex that bonds you in an unhealthy way. It’s when sex is all you have to show each other love, when sex is the peaceful moment between the fights and arguments, you have nothing. If sex is the only thing you miss about your mate and sex is the reason you can’t make yourself walk away. It’s an addiction. Wisdom: Sex blinds the eyes, cripple the heart and cloud the mind. Sex is not love.

From My Heart: Sex without marriage is Sin. The outcome of Sin is pain, hurt, regret and shame. Sex isn’t something that you can take back or undo.

Prayer between two is the hardest bond to break. Spirit ties are deeper than the ocean, stronger than the strongest wind.


RAPE: Someone that commits a sexual action with someone or animal against their well or taking advantage of a person or animal in their weakness or vulnerability; Forcing the act of severe sexual pain upon a person or animal against their will; Forcing sex on a person or animal, disregarding their cries for help, their cries of “NO or STOP.”You are taking something that cannot be returned or doing something that cannot be undone.

Life: An innocent child lay there helpless as ant held down by the clause of a merciless beast. Their bodies and heart torn and no one hear their screams. People see and refuse to do something about it.

Life: The elderly lay there in the nursing home, continually being raped at others convenience… too weak to fight, too weak to scream, for why should they scream, when no one seems to care.

Life: Prisoners are wrong in what they have done. No one has the right to be raped even in their wrong. Rape shouldn’t be a prisoner pleasure or punishment. When a human rapes an animal, who then is the animal?

Life: For some, their daughters and sons, nieces and nephews are convenient and secretive supplies of sex and the family know and do nothing. There is nothing stronger than a family secret.

For those being raped, being raped plants a seed in the soul. The pain, moments after raped, reminds the body of the force that was entered into the body. The healing of the tissues inside causes a certain feeling, inching feeling that need to be scratched, similar to a desire. The mind connects with the body forming a complex or a struggle inside… to either become a rapist or molester or begin to consider homosexuality or lesbianism.

After-wards, some are not able to value the natural act of sex between two people of the opposite sex. Sometimes, a seed is planted to destroy your purpose, to hinder your blessings or to prolong what God has in store for you. The seed is like weeds that crush your innocent, your mind become narrow and limited and your self-esteem and self-worth are shot to hell in a hand basket. It’s like becoming pregnant after being raped but instead of birthing a child, you end up birthing fear, anger, distrust, never letting anyone gets too close, and being distant is your answer to every problem. Being raped affects your thinking, your views, decisions and directions. It affects your life in an un-expecting way. It affects you in ways that you don’t even notice even 20 years later.

I pray for those that are being raped or who have been raped. I’m praying that someone to have mercy on you. Your tears, I feel. I’m praying that someone will find you and love the pain away with kindness and patience. I pray that God will send someone to protect you for the rest of your life. I cry for you and hurt for you. I know your pain. I feel you but I don’t know where you are in the world, I can‘t see your face but I feel you. If I knew where you were, I would come save you. I pray for your heart, that when you are saved and in a safe place, that your heart will not be harden. I pray that God heals the scars upon your soul as well as the scar upon your body. Amen


Respect is a silent action that speaks louder than words. It’s a demand for honor, humbleness and mercy.

From My Heart: Respect is not always earned or even deserved but it is the right thing to do. Respect in yourself shows in the way you carry yourself and how you treat others. To respect is to value or honor the presence of a person or thing regardless of your own thoughts, beliefs, upbringing, religion, sex, fears, doubts, pride and narrow-mindedness and selfishness. Giving someone respect and honor lifts you up higher than the person that you’re respecting or honoring. It makes you the better person.

It takes a mature person to honor and respect others.

Owned by a Drug Dealer

Owned By a Drug Dealer: Every time the phone rang… I froze in my footsteps; watching my children out the corner of my eye, frozen in their footsteps. Being so young they couldn’t figure it out why I would cry every time the phone rang… They would pull on me and say “momma just don’t answer it”. Every time I answer it and it was him. I had to stop what I was doing, get dress and be ready to be picked up. It started when this man saw me sitting outside my apartment crying, he gave me a 100.00 to help me with rent and food for my kids. A drug dealer’s Dealer; the man over the man. My life was his for a 100.00. My body was his.

Some nights he comes get me and I had to have sex with him as he wanted. Some nights I had to strip naked and lay in front of him, facing the door, while he slept behind me. I was his bullet proof shield just in case someone busted in the door for his guns. Drugs lay out on the table. I had to stand in dark allies to watch his car, deliver to run-down abandon houses. My life cost nothing. His people followed us everywhere we went. They knew where I lived. They followed me and followed my girls after school. There seemed no way out. He owned me because I accepted his help.

I told God if he got me out of this, I wouldn’t let people like him in life ever again. The last time I had to go with him, He told me that he wished things were different, he wish he could get out and be with me but he was in too deep. At that moment, he became human to me and I forgave him. I talk to a lady about a house and she said we could move in. The old man that sat outside my apartment told me when I could make a move and got guys to help me in less than an hour. I don’t know where that drug dealer is today. God moved us a block away from that apartment and he/they couldn’t find us. Our path never crossed again.

Making Love (In This Day & Time)

Making love in this time is a physical act between two or more people; A way to express feelings without words; An act that determines the continuation of a relationship; A form of closeness on temporary basis; Words to make Sex sound better.

From My Heart: Making love doesn’t start in the bedroom. It starts with a ride in the car, the living room, out on dates, a phone call at lunch, conversation during dinner, working together and accomplishing goals together, listening and talking about all things, making each other laugh and holding each other during the tears, appreciating the love and time that you share.

Making love starts the moment you get out of bed and start finding ways to make your relationship work. What you do outside the bedroom determine if your sex is called Making Love. If the only time you feel loved is during sex, it’s not love making at all.

Divided You Fall

Fall Love, Business, Marriage & Friendships divided one from another….. Fails. * One mate working days and the other working nights is never a good thing. Nights hold much evil. You miss important moments that create a solid and sincere foundation. * Marriages built on lies, money, motives, secrets. * Marriages built on lies, money, motives, secrets, half-truths, physical attraction, sex and material things, divorce is waiting you.

* Business partners with different moral, value and plans, going in the same direction only to get to two different destinations is a rough road to travel. * A Pastor marrying the wrong woman, his ministry suffers, his spiritual growth is hindered. There is a silent division the church becomes his wife. * A relationship with uncertainty, going with the flow, words filled with “maybe” and “what if,” makes room for hurt, foolishness and mistakes.

* A Parent uncomfortable with communication, never take time to understand their children; label their children as a nobody or just like their no good mom or dad; judging them without listening, putting them aside for relationships, friends, jobs or money…causes an unhealthy future for that child.

* Dividing a STATE: Black, White, Other, Young, Old, Fat, Skinny, Tall, Short, Light, Dark, Poor, Rich, Smart, Dumb, Healthy, Sick, Educated, Uneducated, Beautiful, Ugly, Husband, Wife From My Heart Divided you fall. Divided we fail. Divided, they win. Life without God shall cease to be no more.


Cheaters The faithful cheater is someone who cheats every now and then, so that a pattern or trail isn’t notice.

Seasonal cheaters (it depend on the weather to determine their mood for being unfaithful). The Spring & Summer are the best times; body parts of the opposite sex are exposed.

The Rich Cheater –because he/she is the provider (takes care of home) that justifies the right to cheat; Money gives them the right to do as they please, when they want, with whom they want to do it with. They give things as substitute for love, affection and emotional support. Cheating is a mere hobby or a pass time.

Old School Cheaters, which are the long-term cheater, everyone accepts the fact that there is someone else and they all know about each other. The lovin is good, everybody is satisfied and as long as he’s providing for all and supplying the goods, women share him fairly.

The Dog – He/She couldn’t be faithful is their lives depended on it. No “One” man or woman is enough. He/She don’t need a reason or motivate to cheat, it comes natural. He/She has no regret and no need to apologize if caught in the act of unfaithfulness. He/She has no honor or respect for the body, heart, mind or soul of their lovers. The Dog is often driven by past hurt, fear, insecurities, a need to prove things; driven by a hunger that can’t be satisfied. The penis and eyes of a man are like the nose of a dog, always sniffing somebody’s butt. A woman is always needing something to screw rather it’s somebody’s life, a penis or toys.

From My Heart: It takes special and unique people to cheat. It takes skill and organization. You have to be able to justify your wrong, make your wrongs to be right and alter your conscience. There is nothing you can do to make a cheater faithful. Cheating is embedded in the heart and it doesn’t take much for the mind to follow. Allowing that person to stay in your life after the trust has been broken is like keeping an untamed tiger that has already eaten part of your heart.