Wisdom Notes-23

The Past Showed Up Smelling Good, Dressed In New Clothes That Covered The Old Ones; Wearing The Same Shoes That Walked On My Heart; Speaking The Same Words That Woke-Up Old Feelings To Set Familiar Traps. What Do I Do?

Close my eyes, nose, mouth, butt and ears, turn around and run like hell!

My Mother


I see why my mother walked with her head down sometimes; remembering the cracks in the sidewalks and the rocks on the ground; occasionally glancing up to see which way she was going; feeling like her today’s being no different than your yesterdays. She was only left with memories & regret as if time itself was already set.

I understand my mother tears …the tears that ran down my mother’s face …the tears that only filled her eyes …..the tears she held inside and the tears she couldn’t cry. I understand the Tears that soothe her soul and ease the heart …. tears that fell when feelings that had no words and words had no meaning … tears that restored strength….. yesterday tears that had pride. I know the love of her heart and depth of her soul, the spirit of “knowing” and the wisdom of a woman a thousand years old.

I live the life of my mother; my heart beats at the rhythm of her soul, my steps…a continuation of her journey. I am my mother’s child. I see why my mother walked with her head down sometimes.

Color of your skin

Color Of Your Skin: To love, to be loved or to not be loved because of the color of your skin, is not love at all. The color of your skin or nationality is someone’s preference (reasons). Today, the color of your skin determines your strengths or weaknesses; it defines who you are and who you’re not; it dictates how good you are or how bad you can be. The color of your skin is someone’s first choice in choosing you. From My Heart Skin gets old and wrinkled. Make-up damages, sunlight and tanning damages the skin. Your skin is a trophy, a target, a reason and behind every reason that is a motive. The skin shouldn’t determine a person’s worth, humbleness or abilities. The color of a person’s skin shouldn’t qualify them or justify them.

Color stroke: Selective Prejudice within a Nationality: A person that will only accept or receive a certain shade of skin of a person/people; Belief that a certain shade of skin color is superior or more intelligent than another; Classifying certain shade of skin to be more acceptable or compatible to certain lifestyle.

From My Heart: Close your eyes and see people for who they are. People are more than the color of their skin. Evil ways, selfish, disrespectful, inconsiderate, in-sensitive, ignorant, narrow-minded people come in all shades, colors, races, religions, countries and sizes. If we were Black Cows, we would still give white milk.

If the world were blind, what a beautiful place this would be.



Cheaters The faithful cheater is someone who cheats every now and then, so that a pattern or trail isn’t notice.

Seasonal cheaters (it depend on the weather to determine their mood for being unfaithful). The Spring & Summer are the best times; body parts of the opposite sex are exposed.

The Rich Cheater –because he/she is the provider (takes care of home) that justifies the right to cheat; Money gives them the right to do as they please, when they want, with whom they want to do it with. They give things as substitute for love, affection and emotional support. Cheating is a mere hobby or a pass time.

Old School Cheaters, which are the long-term cheater, everyone accepts the fact that there is someone else and they all know about each other. The lovin is good, everybody is satisfied and as long as he’s providing for all and supplying the goods, women share him fairly.

The Dog – He/She couldn’t be faithful is their lives depended on it. No “One” man or woman is enough. He/She don’t need a reason or motivate to cheat, it comes natural. He/She has no regret and no need to apologize if caught in the act of unfaithfulness. He/She has no honor or respect for the body, heart, mind or soul of their lovers. The Dog is often driven by past hurt, fear, insecurities, a need to prove things; driven by a hunger that can’t be satisfied. The penis and eyes of a man are like the nose of a dog, always sniffing somebody’s butt. A woman is always needing something to screw rather it’s somebody’s life, a penis or toys.

From My Heart: It takes special and unique people to cheat. It takes skill and organization. You have to be able to justify your wrong, make your wrongs to be right and alter your conscience. There is nothing you can do to make a cheater faithful. Cheating is embedded in the heart and it doesn’t take much for the mind to follow. Allowing that person to stay in your life after the trust has been broken is like keeping an untamed tiger that has already eaten part of your heart.