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The Past Showed Up Smelling Good, Dressed In New Clothes That Covered The Old Ones; Wearing The Same Shoes That Walked On My Heart; Speaking The Same Words That Woke-Up Old Feelings To Set Familiar Traps. What Do I Do?

Close my eyes, nose, mouth, butt and ears, turn around and run like hell!

Wisdom Notes-22

To Hold A Broken Heart In The Palm Of Your Hands: You Will Need Compassion To Carry It With You, Mercy To Repair The Pieces, Patience To Put It Back Together Again & Prayer To Give It New Life, New Hope &  A New Beginning.

Everyone has their own faults, shortcomings, imperfections and insecures. Love endures all in wisdom and knowledge.

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It Blesses My Heart To Love; It Blesses My Soul To Give; It Blesses My Everything To Care About Others & Being Needed Gives My Life Purpose.

I learned the hard way that my love, my giving, my caringness and my need to be needed was hindering certain People and getting in the way of God’s plan for their lives. I became their god and my God held my blessings up to keep me from hindering them.

God wanted a chance to show them how much he loved them if only they would trust in Him.

Youthful Spirit

Youthful Spirit: Ages between 12 and 25: young, naïve, stubborn, ignorant, selfish, wild, carefree, untamed, untaught, won’t listen, can’t hear (music bumping too loud-deaf in the future to come), followers, easy to manipulate, easy to detour, angry, hungry all the time, curious, lazy.

From My Heart: There is time in a person’s life where the choices they make affect the rest of their lives. When a youthful spirit is upon a young man or lady, they listen but cannot hear wisdom. They are blinded by freedom, fun, pier-pressure, attitudes, raging hormones and stubbornness. A time when secrets are being formed; lesson learned from friends and enemies; wants outweigh needs and latest trend is the most important thing in the word. It’s hardest for those that were not taught, train or lead; hardest for those that were not saved or taught the word of God between the ages of 7 through 14.

Mistakes are waiting to exist in their lives; the TRAPS are set just for you: Older Men and Women are waiting to take their virginity. The legal system is waiting to stamp you with a label- Felony. Money is waiting to ruin their credit and future. The Clinics are waiting run test and announce your life threaten results. The world of employment is waiting to tell you that you don’t have any experience and education is not enough. Other employers are waiting to give you the lowest wage possible regardless of your education.

The Love Game is waiting to alter your hearts, destroy the preciousness that God intended for you to share; their waiting to stain your belief in love and you will never be the same; their wanting to make you cry and hurt so you can’t love again; they are ready to enjoy your innocence and take advantage of you being naïve; They are waiting to introduce you to drugs, alcohol, perverted sex, emotional and physical abuse; the welfare and child support office is wanting to put you in their system to be labeled “just another statistic”. But the good news is God is waiting to carry you through it all.

Survivor

Poetry -Survivor
The Tree of Wisdom Someone called me a survivor of love, of life. When you survive a thing… do you really survive. When you survive, does every part of you come out alive. We are quick to say that, what happen to us doesn’t affect our decision or actions. I guess that would be like falling into a pool of water, naked and saying that you didn’t get wet. Survivor of cancer, you still live with the fear of the return of cancer. When you survive anything, it changes something about your heart, mind, body, soul, spirit. A survivor is only made whole through the love of Jesus Christ. He restores and allows you to make it through in order to help other.

When a Survivor shares his or her story, wisdom becomes the fruit of the tree. The tree of wisdom feed those that are hungry, strengthen the weary, find the lost and encourage the hopeless, embraces the soul, drown fears and give light to a dark world. The tree of wisdom, bear fruit in a dry land, and become water for the thirsty, healing to the sick, music to death ears, a safe place for damaged hearts and glue for broken spirits. A survivor, a Tree of Wisdom… No. I’m just a child of God

Victim

Being a Victim is a state of mind; a mind-set that cripples the heart, blind the eyes; plants a seed of un-forgiveness; create distrust; hinders the feet ability to move forward; Painful events that cripple, more mentally than physically; hurt that alter our lives forever.

From My Heart: Pray. Forgive as God has forgiven you. Forgive yourself; Let someone love you. Love again; Sincere, healthy love, heals the heart. Seek counseling if needed. Being a victim is a state of mind-seek God to renew your mind and change your way of thinking. You are not a victim. You are a warrior that overcame.

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Poetry-I Don’t Have To Imagine

I don’t have to imagine being hung in the air by fragile ankles and no one hears my cry. I don’t have to imagine laying down for the Massa to stay employed because of my children. I don’t have to imagine being made to lay at the bottom of the bed to be someone’s foot warmer. I don’t have to imagine being raped, beaten and my body helpless at the mercy of another. I don’t to imagine my child taken from my womb and made to watch it die before my eyes. I don’t have to imagine surgery, colonoscopy or giving birth with no anesthetic out of spite. I don’t have to imagine what it’s like to have the life choked out of you with only one breath left. I don’t have to imagine being left alone to die and almost drown in your own tears. I don’t have to imagine being passed around like a ragdoll, silent screams heard by only God. I don’t have to imagine being sold for one more High, heartless reasons or selfishness and pride. I made it through by the mercy of God and so will you. Believe, that, This too shall pass. Nothing ever stays the same but God’s love for you. It could have been worst.