Wisdom Notes-22

To Hold A Broken Heart In The Palm Of Your Hands: You Will Need Compassion To Carry It With You, Mercy To Repair The Pieces, Patience To Put It Back Together Again & Prayer To Give It New Life, New Hope &  A New Beginning.

Everyone has their own faults, shortcomings, imperfections and insecures. Love endures all in wisdom and knowledge.

Father Same Me

Prayer

My Father who are in heaven, hallowed be Thy Name Thy kingdom come, Thy will, will be done on earth as it is in heaven. Please Father, Lord Jesus, come save me from myself, save me from my own hands. Take me from the hands of man, from the hands of my enemies. Take back what’s yours that was stolen from inside me and keep it safe. Their claws are deep within my flesh and I can’t move from the tight grip. Their control covers me like the morning dew over the grass. Lord, be my ever thing again. Just you and I blessing the lives of others with love. Clean me up. Wash me whiter than snow. Create in me a clean heart and a sound mind. Heal my soul and give me new eyes to behold your wisdom and insight.

Father, save me from this thing called worldly love, called life, called living. This can’t be your plan for my life. I need you and your merciful blessings. Show me the way, that I shall do good and direct my path in the way that I should go. Father, save me Amen

If I could turn back our time

Poetry

Out of all the moments I spent with you, my last day with you stuck in my mind the most. The place where you stood, standing at the door as if cement was holding your feet in place. You held my face in your hands as if you were trying to hold my soul together. I don’t’ remember the time… time stood still as you said your goodbyes. I don’t remember the day… it was night. A night that I’ll never forget for the rest of my life. I don’t remember word for word what you tried to say but I remember your reasons. You wanted to do the right thing for the wrong reasons but you couldn’t do me anymore. I remember the tears that ran down your face. After all these years, I miss you in my life. If I could turn back time… you till would not have chosen me.

Controlling You

Poetry
I tried to control you in us, for us. I tried to control what I didn’t understand. I tried to control what I was afraid of, losing you. You were the bird that stood in the palm of my hands. I held your feet to keep you from flying away from me, from us. I tried to be the god over us and take us in my own hands. I tried to control our future and our love. I tried to breathe and think for the both of us. You were all I saw, felt and thought about I couldn’t see me; I couldn’t see life without you, without us. I tried to secure what we shared by controlling our everyday. I tried to think for you and make the right decisions for us. I tried to control us because I was afraid of losing you I controlled you right out my life.

Consideration

Consideration is a kind act or thoughts toward someone or something else. It is a moment of compassion and unselfish love. It is an action, motives or reasons. Consideration comes from the heart and treating others as you would want to be treated.

From My Heart: Try opening the door for someone that has their hands full or just open it because you’re the first to reach for the door. At the grocery store, let someone go before you in line because they have fewer items than you. Pull your pants up so other won’t have to look at the crack of your personal part (butt), boxers or underwear. Be patient when there is a handicap sticker on the car in front of you. Be understanding and merciful with the elderly. Don’t use curse words in the presents of an adult, Christian, Pastor, Elderly or young child. Don’t be mean to someone just because you’re having a bad day.

Don’t make noise when someone is sleeping. Be quite in the movie theater.Respect Items in someone’s Home, Store or on someone’s Property. Have mercy on someone that is sick and do what you can. Don’t break someone’s heart or laugh at someone else’s pain. Consider the feelings and emotions of another.

Broken Spirited

Broken Spirited Defined: When the doors are closed in your face too many times; When hard times last a little too long; When problems come a little too often; When nothing good ever last; When no one is ever there for you when you need them the most; When your worst outweigh your bad and there is no comfort in your nights or days…A broken spirit …. your faith become thin as the skin of a dry leaf; your spirit grows weary and your prayers fade in the ceiling; tears harden your heart; your strength feels like it left your body to defend for itself; you’re emotions becomes numb; your mind is at stand still like stagnate water and your soul broken into a million pieces.
Your what-ever-attitude says that you have given up. You go to church and can’t lift your hands to give God praise. You want to speak life to your situation but your lips won’t move. You’ve given up trying to make it work because all your hopes are gone. You listen to people trying to say things to encourage you but you can’t hear them. Your eyes are open but you can’t see. Going through the motions of everyday life and nobody sees your pain. Tears behind the smile and hurt behind the laughter. Your prayers are short and to the point because you don’t feel that God hears you. All your memories of hurt, pain and all the bad things drown your spirit. And you find yourself mad at God to only find that satan had a plan for you before you were born and your people in your past and your own choices played a part in his plan.