Wisdom Notes

Time Shows No Favor. Time Gives & Time Takes. Time Is Neither A Friend Or An Enemy. Time Always Changes. Time Begins & Ends For Everyone.

I use to think that time wasn’t my friend. Everyone has their own time to live & die and between that time is Life. Life is the thing that seems unfair. Maybe it’s the choices we make that make life unfair.

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To Hold A Broken Heart In The Palm Of Your Hands: You Will Need Compassion To Carry It With You, Mercy To Repair The Pieces, Patience To Put It Back Together Again & Prayer To Give It New Life, New Hope &  A New Beginning.

Everyone has their own faults, shortcomings, imperfections and insecures. Love endures all in wisdom and knowledge.

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It Blesses My Heart To Love; It Blesses My Soul To Give; It Blesses My Everything To Care About Others & Being Needed Gives My Life Purpose.

I learned the hard way that my love, my giving, my caringness and my need to be needed was hindering certain People and getting in the way of God’s plan for their lives. I became their god and my God held my blessings up to keep me from hindering them.

God wanted a chance to show them how much he loved them if only they would trust in Him.


Time…. Time is all you have. Time is everything. There’s a Time to live, a Time to have life, a time to be remembered and a time to be forgotten. A Time to leave and time to stay; a time to make mistakes along the way; a time to use what you have learned to better yourself. A time to do things your way, a time to do things the right way and a time to do things God’s way.

There’s a time to raise your children in the way that they should go; a time when it’s too late to teach them anything; a time when life will teach them in the hospital, jail or grave; A time to give; a time to regret giving; a time to receive and accept what is given; A time to be free, a time to be enslaved to freedom and a time to realize freedom is lonely. There’s a time to love, a time when life damage that love; a time to forget love; a time to remember that we were made to love and be loved in spite of the pain; A time to run; a time to hide; a time to try and a time to give up; a time to be still and a time to go forward; a time to fly and a time nest; a time to swim and a time to stay on dry land. A time to cry and a time to laugh; a time to rejoice and a time of sorrow; a time to have peace and a time walk over troubled waters; a time to struggle and a time to overcome.

There’s a time be humble and a time to be bold; a time to be aggressive and a time to be meek a time to bossy and a time to be submissive; a time to be child/childish and a time to be an adult/grown up; a time to learn and a time to teach; a time to follow and a time to lead; a time to be careless and a time of responsibility; a time to be foolish and a time to be wise; a time to be set in your ways (narrow minded) and a time to know that wisdom is your friend and wisdom will keep you safe; a time to hold on with all your might and I time to let go with all your heart; a time for tough love and a time when love is tough; a time to be obedient and a time to pay for disobedience. Remember Obedience is better than Sacrifice.

There’s a time to sacrifice; a time when sacrifice will cost more than your willing to pay; a time when you have all that you want and there’s a time when all that you have is never enough; a time when, where you have been and the things you have done will alter your life; a time when doors open and the sky is the limit; and a time when your rep and pride will be all that you have left.

There is a time when, what you remember is all that matters and a time when memories won’t matter at all; a time to breathe and a time to stop breathing; a time to see if your religion and beliefs were right or wrong, a time to see if heaven and hell are real.



Takers always want more. They never give unless it benefits them in some way or another. Give all that you have and they will never be satisfied. The solution to all their problems is, more and more of anything that they want.

From My Heart: Never give a person everything, you cripple them for life. Giving a person everything is not love, its foolishness. Giving a person everything because you have the need to be loved is not a good thing for your life. Someone should love you because you’re a wonderful person to be loved.

Advice : Give until you have nothing left and watch them leave with everything. When you have nothing left to feed a hungry animal, they turn on you. …

The Last Call

I called you in my time of need, pity and shame… I thought I wasn’t going to make it to see another day. I called you when the tears had swollen my eyes closed….you answered me not. You wouldn’t answer my call because I’ve called so many times, my life keeps falling apart. I called you when my child was in the operating room for over 4 hours. I called you when my car broke down; you left me stranded in the worst part of town.

I called you when my lights, water and gas was about to be turned off… you had and wouldn’t give. You didn’t answer because I wasn’t your responsibility. I called you when me and my children were homeless… you open not your doors. I called you when we were hungry and you feed us not… you judge me instead. I called you when my spirit was broken, my faith was paper thin… your words tore me apart. You, like others are quick to give prayer and slow to give a helping hand. I called you when trouble was on every side, my body beaten; my soul cut… you came not.

I called you before I pull the trigger, before I jumped off the ledge, before I swallowed every pill, before the blade cut my skin, I called you. I called you, woman of God, man of God, friends of Christ, people of the world… and you answered me not. You were my last call, my last cry for help…

Jesus heard my cry and saved me from myself. Satan knew that my blessings and my break-through was close and within my reach. I almost missed a life changing event.


Suicide is an easy way out of all your worries, mistakes, fears, regrets and problems; it’s a one-shot solution; selfishness not thinking of others and how it will affect their lives.

Suicide is not a thought… it’s a feeling, it’s a strong emotion. It’s no different than trying to deal with an addiction or habit. It’s fighting the mind over a matter. It’s a need that is greater than what anyone can give at a certain moment. The eyes of suicide, does not see a way out or a way through or a way over, nor a way around the problem.

From my heart: I have written a book: Suicide is my closest friend. I pray that it helps you to understand the mind and heart of suicidal people.

Sincere Love

Having a sincere heart in this day and time, is a dangerous thing. It’s unbelievable to some and a punching bag to others. Having the mind of Christ, putting other’s first, being the last; giving and never receiving back; believing someone is truly innocent until proven guilty and forgiving as God has forgiven us. Having a sincere heart for Christ and holding the words of God close to your heart and trying to live by those words… being humble, meek and merciful: being a sheep in a field of wolves.

From My Heart: God had to teach me how to love, when to love, how much love to give, what kind of love they will understand and accept or if to love and just walk away. He’s teaching me that I am responsible for my own heart as well as my own body, to protect my heart, mind, body, spirit, soul and trust Him for the protection of those that I love. I have a right to protect myself. Forgive and walk away because you know your self-worth and you deserve better. People will chew you up and spit you out and hurt you just because they can, some are hell-bent on breaking you into, just to see how much you love them or just to see you cry in humiliation. Bricks and Cotton-balls don’t mix but it’s by nature that the strong seek out the weak.



Money is a powerful thing yet it has no power at all. A piece of paper: an electronic invisible number. Money used to escape from reality is momentary peace. Money can buy love and make people who you want them to be. Money attracts fools, beauty, fake-people and swallow friends.

People use it, miss use it. People use it to build, use it to tear down. People use it to steal or claim what was never theirs. People change for money, change without money. People marry for money, divorce for money. Money makes people appear to be beautiful or make them appear to be more than they really are. Money makes you superior to others. For some, love for money; Kill for money; Live for money; Lie for money; Die for money.

Money causes is a lonely heart lost in Power. Money isolates people from sincere hearts. Money has no guarantees. Money is like hollow words from a hollow heart. Money is the god of most people’s lives. Who needs God when they got money? Money was meant to give, you can’t take it with you when you die.

Last Words

Last Words (Before The Good-Byes): Don’t go, Don’t leave, Please Stay, Don’t die, Don’t give up, Please give us another try, Can we start over, Please listen, Please let me explain, Please understand, Please don’t walk away, It just happened, Please say something. I have to go, I’m not coming back, I’m leaving, I’m gone for good this time, It’s over, I’m done, I can’t take no more, We’re finished, Don’t ever come back, Get out, I don’t want you anymore, Why are you still here, I’m not in love with you anymore, Why won’t you leave, Why can’t you stay, I didn’t mean too, I didn’t try too, I didn’t think, I didn’t know, It’s not you it’s me, I’m sorry, Goodbye.

From My Heart: The moment when there is nothing you can do, say, think, feel, pray, beg, cry could change that moment. You want to speak from the depth of your soul but all you can do is be still, wait, listen, accept and obey. Sometimes, in certain situations, there is no undo-s, redo-s, start over-s or forgiveness. Life goes on. Everything begins and ends. Everything has a start and a finish. Everything changes. Nothing stays the same. Everyone lives and everyone will die. People come and people go. Just appreciate what you have and trust God for the rest. Nothing and nobody belongs to you. So, when it’s time to lose what you have, give up what you’ve been holding on to…. Let it go, Let them go.

No one but God is forever.